So drained...

Man, I just can't seem to get over this feeling of feeling so emotionally drained. Almost 2 weeks ago I flew out to San Antonio to preach a funeral for one of the guys that use to be in our youth group when we youth pastored in Seguin. This is the first time we've ever had someone pass away that was a part of our ministry anywhere. It was so good to see everyone I was able to see from Texas... I sure miss do miss a lot of our friends from there.

The funeral went as good as a funeral could possibly go, but when I flew out the next morning to come back home I sat down at the airport after getting to my gate and just lost it and cried like a baby. It's like everything just him me like a ton of bricks all at one time. I'm guessing I was just so busy for that 19 hours in Texas, that I never had time to take it all in. Adam, was a great and very unique guy. I think out of all the guys in our youth group in Texas that I spent the most time with him one on one.

Just praying now for his family and also for myself. I can't ever remember feeling this emotionally drained. I know God will fill me back up... just the waiting process now. A big thank you to our Texas family that was there to help me out while I was there! We miss you Adam!